Saturday, July 5, 2014

Becoming 30 year old woman...what is all that about?

This is something that has been going around and around my head since the beginning of this year, I'm have been looking back in to time, trying to remember that bucket list that I had.

Is so weird how all of the sudden that phrase that says " don't give up on your dreams because of the time it will take to achieve those dreams, time passes anyways" makes so much sense now...

Everything makes sense now and it took me a whole decade to figure that one out, and now that I look back in time I can say time passes anyways ,  is all about creating new things, building that new life and learning from those mistakes, growing from thoses also. I have learn so much about people, about happiness, about love and where this last one really is and now I have 50 more years to enjoy it.

Also my body, I'm so happy about it and I love it so much, not like in my early 20 when I used to think I was fat all the time and I never used to wear a 2 piece with the confidence that I looked great and my body was perfect. And is so ironic because now I'm like 30 pounds heavier and I feel great!

Becoming a 30 year old woman that is a single mom and has a job and not a career is sad for some people that think that life is about possesions and status, but for me becoming 30 was a journey that thought me how to be happy, how to love myself and others and how to let go, and move on.

This is a new cycle, and my journey. I wonder, what I'm I going to learn now. :)